tyler fenn musings

2012-02-01T21:16:00.000+01:00

My chainmail scarf. Vanessa Nov/Dec 2010 9ft.

2012-02-01T21:09:00.002+01:00

Lifted 3 tons of stone today but did not one iota of work on a featherweight book.

2012-02-01T19:54:00.000+01:00

Two office views, walling, up at Gary's place. Late Jan. 2012 Rain, sun, wind, sweat.

2012-01-20T16:17:00.000+01:00

A warm welcome back to Wales. RB on 4 wheels.

2012-01-20T15:45:00.000+01:00

Upstate New York. Eastern wall end/start...by me. 01/12

2012-01-20T15:35:00.002+01:00

On Miners:

Wool trousers saturated with coal dust the rain washed tired black footsteps behind them as shadow.

2012-01-18T15:03:00.000+01:00

I don't mind the worm casks it's driving the pine cones underfoot.

2012-01-06T02:22:00.001+01:00

Bookends and begins.

2012-01-02T06:28:00.000+01:00

2011-12-10T12:47:00.001+01:00

Numbers are a rough guide.

2011-11-10T14:13:00.001+01:00

We seek not renumeration, or perfect equality, or absolute justice. We desire reciprocity.

2011-10-19T20:17:00.001+01:00

I think I've been in shock my whole life.

2011-10-12T20:40:00.001+01:00

I find it unfair that other people are allowed to get angry.

2011-10-05T23:39:00.002+01:00

I'd really like to punch Richard Dawkins in the face.
Just another playground bully.

2011-10-05T22:37:00.003+01:00

Way up in the hills of Wales, wind driving mad.

2011-10-05T22:34:00.003+01:00

Don't listen to the Dutch, slather your bread with butter.

2011-09-27T21:05:00.000+01:00

If we don't grow past things...If we don't get bored with things...
Then what ARE we doing?

2011-09-27T18:23:00.005+01:00

Damn, just gave away a lot of good literature. What I couldn't bring myself to part with freely, I burned in my fire.
Few remain now on my shelf-
the overfelt, the over-read, the disintigrated.

2011-09-13T21:10:00.028+01:00

As if he knew me from another life, Jack came lopedarting to me over sand.
He was young then, maybe 2(months) I cared for him into adulthood.
He settled into his home...would take his young sibling cat into his jaws.
Jack would wait for me to come, wasn't excitable but could be.
Jack turned out to be my best friend and knew it and loved it.
Jack was intimidating, but mostly just sat and watched with me.
He'd look at me, say 'did you see that?', I'd say 'yes, glad you did too'
They tried to warn me, caribbean friends, 'take care that dog na'
I didn't listen, couldn't bring myself to believe people 'be any bad'
Jack was stolen from me, most everyone agreed- pit bull training.

I should've gated him in, should've fenced him, should've caged him. I should have...
I walked days and miles through cassie and through eden calling 'jack!' 'Jack!'
Jack was the biggest dog on the island.

see post: http://www.poetrycritical.net/read/6731/

2011-09-12T21:12:00.000+01:00

Onion
Parsnip
Scallion (american), Spring Onion (british)
Curly Parsley and Flat Parsley
Carrot
Potato
Tomato
Celery
Chicken
Water

Salt
Saffron
Crushed Chilis
Black Pepper

Start

2011-09-12T20:28:00.003+01:00

Snow and grass
mean different things

2011-09-12T20:25:00.000+01:00

2011-09-03T23:26:00.003+01:00

K i d s 2 0 1 1

2011-09-03T23:13:00.001+01:00

K i d s 2 0 1 0

2011-09-03T22:05:00.002+01:00

Draw- the warming of the face and cooling of the ears by fire.

2011-09-03T18:02:00.002+01:00

2011-09-03T16:23:00.004+01:00

S P A I N S H O P 2 0 1 0

2011-09-02T09:00:00.004+01:00

Human beings will consume one hundred million barrels of oil worldwide, yesterday- and another today. We are oil eating creatures, currently. This is not sustainable- there are options; and to be honest, petroleum doesn't taste that good.

2011-09-02T08:58:00.002+01:00

A lot of our energy goes into cooling the chips inside your phone, laptop, desktop. Hear the little fan? how many billions of computer chips are currently requiring cooling? Think heating is an issue?
Computer makers biggest challenge has always been keeping chips cool.
Billions of little fans.

2011-09-01T18:16:00.000+01:00

I read that Nasa was working to develop a nuclear reactor the size of a suitcase that would aid in our colonization of the moon and mars.
Ridiculous.
What humankind needs is a safe, clean, nuclear reactor the size of a suitcase to power our cities, our towns, and our homes.
High technology trickles down to us for entertainment, but doesn't seem to trickle down into our homes to keep us warm. We need clean energy and a better way to deal with the waste.
The sea and the land are getting full.
There are technologies out there that could democratize us all (not just westerners), keep us warm and fed (and keep the ipod on) but we're not getting it.
Energy is certainly our biggest pressing concern.

2011-08-12T16:38:00.000+01:00

I think men can be ok at washing the white sheets, I mean, that's just a matter of pushing a button and making sure there's only whites in there. But when it comes to hanging those sheets; this is where we run into trouble. Stepping all over them while trying to hang them, fumbling around trying to get them to hang even over a line. It's all very discombobulating.

2011-08-10T19:26:00.001+01:00

Was having a conversation yesterday and out of my other ear heard, from the TV, 'if I had to rate this battle-axe on a scale of 1 to 10, I would rate it a solid 8+'.

A 'SOLID' EIGHT PLUS?

To me, eight plus is entirely gray.
If I were older this kind of misuse of understanding, language, would make me spit out my teeth.
In laughter.
In shock. In disbelief.
A solid eight plus is an oxymoron.

2011-06-16T21:08:00.003+01:00

For an artist, the stuff one wants to make always weighs heavier than the stuff already made.

2011-06-16T16:01:00.005+01:00

Scissors must have been invented for the sole purpose of making the perfect caesar.

2011-06-11T23:41:00.002+01:00

2011-06-09T16:54:00.003+01:00

So I come across this book, and say to myself, wow, this is beautifully crafted.
And so I take it home and read it. Man!, what a read. Read it.

Six months later I notice that they're selling it at the counter of the Tate museum. Copycats.

2011-06-09T13:41:00.003+01:00

The burden of big dreams, the biggest of which is our descent.

2011-05-25T22:37:00.002+01:00

Thank goodness for my 'where-with-all'.

2011-05-23T00:57:00.002+01:00

To align your spine:
Sit straight up, breathe deep, and drive your head and coccyx in opposite directions.

2011-05-21T11:09:00.001+01:00

The problem with Campings prediction is that not enough people believed it. When 7 billion people believe it, it will happen, believe me. My point is; we will our world. Our world is what we will it to be.

2011-05-12T04:29:00.000+01:00

It is not What you do, but the Manner in which you do it that is important.
This is why we need to teach manners.

2011-05-04T20:03:00.000+01:00

We are currently petroleum feeding creatures. Soon we will achieve, and eat, nuclear fusion. In two hundred years, when we master magnetism, even nuclear will seem dirty and primitive.

2011-05-03T20:10:00.001+01:00

It seems that mankind harbors no curiosities about the results were the entire battle to cease.

2011-04-25T23:34:00.002+01:00

Because somebody is 'from' MIT or Cambridge doesn't necessarily make them good at their job.

2011-04-14T20:33:00.000+01:00

2011-04-08T15:49:00.005+01:00

You would be hard pressed to name a creature more shy than a spider.

2011-04-08T15:46:00.000+01:00

The sun came out today and affected me poorly.
It illuminated everything and my eyes couldn't rest,
on anything that couldn't do with improvement.

2011-04-08T00:29:00.003+01:00

Côte-d'Or

This is the place. It was told to me in a dream.

2011-04-07T21:44:00.000+01:00

2011-04-07T21:35:00.003+01:00

The problem with Capitalism is that everyone is so goddamn busy no one is involved.
The problem with Communism is a few keep all the rest busy and demand involvement.
The problem with Socialism is that everyone gets involved and are simply busybodies.
The problem with Facebookism is that one feels obligated to get involved or else die.

2011-04-07T21:06:00.005+01:00

There is no point to DIY if there is no U.

2011-04-07T21:05:00.002+01:00

Mmmm....peas. Green roe.

2011-03-31T21:51:00.001+01:00

Last day of March, first newt.
Dry-walling in the Welsh alpine.
A most thoroughly enjoyed day.

2011-03-23T21:10:00.001+01:00

The bee must visit the flower...we assume it's because of the flower.

2011-03-23T20:26:00.007+01:00

On hands:

Our hands can build a pyramid or, without the help of vision, can also discern between two different patterns of lace.

2011-03-21T20:19:00.000+01:00

A friend rushes bothered and irascible through my door.
We agree that it is impossible to suss out sensationalism from truth.
He leaves calm, satisfied, promising that he will not go back to the television.

2011-03-14T22:56:00.002+01:00

Woe to the man who writes no paychecks.

2011-03-07T21:51:00.000+01:00

2011-03-07T21:49:00.000+01:00

Vane in flight. I think in March.

2011-03-07T17:59:00.001+01:00

On hope:

The majority of extremely successful people are of average intelligence.

2011-02-10T16:23:00.001+01:00

customized handle of fire poker

2011-02-10T16:19:00.005+01:00

On writing:
you're finished when you get to the bottom of the page

On painting:
you're finished when the canvas is covered

On sculpture:

you're finished when you get bored

2011-01-29T16:28:00.002+01:00

change one of the wants to a wish.

2011-01-07T02:17:00.008+01:00

What are we capable of Without the miracle? This is the question.

2011-01-06T23:33:00.005+01:00

Our uselessness may be slightly embarrassing, but truly it is our usefulness that gets us into trouble.
In fact, one could argue that our whole existence has been about Denying and Disguising our uselessness.
And that by trying to be so goddamn useful, we've really @##$ed things up.

2011-01-06T23:32:00.001+01:00

Our reason exists to deny our uselessness.

2011-01-04T22:19:00.002+01:00

paris. reflection st. paul.

2010-12-25T17:08:00.000+01:00

2010-12-19T17:00:00.003+01:00

Cows, pigs, chickens, they're ok. But deer! My god!.

2010-12-19T14:44:00.004+01:00

On magic:

I do not Believe in miracles. I demand them.

2010-12-19T13:58:00.002+01:00

On Thieves:

If people want to steal my shit, I'm completely flattered by that.

2010-11-30T23:44:00.000+01:00

2010-11-28T21:39:00.001+01:00

The saying: 'Those who can't do, teach'.
I say, 'Those who've done, teach...
whether they like it or not'.

2010-11-22T01:24:00.005+01:00

The waves work to destroy the beach. Be like the waves. Those Sisyphus waves.

2010-11-22T01:13:00.004+01:00

You can look at it thus:

It's taken a long time to do just that little bit.

or thus:

That little bit only took two hours. 

It's entirely perception. One is discouraging.

Focus on the other.

2010-11-21T23:25:00.004+01:00

You may be incredibly impressed by somebody else's body of work but that does not diminish the value of your own.

2010-11-21T00:25:00.000+01:00

2010-11-20T23:44:00.003+01:00

When I write a poem I mostly just take words out.
When I write prose I mostly just take swear words out.

2010-11-20T23:22:00.001+01:00

You're in a small town, 50 or so miles north of the meditteranean sea, your right side is (s)hot.

There is a bad smell of paint that you think will disappear within days.

2010-11-20T22:24:00.004+01:00

It has been said that there are no straight lines in nature.

Nature is an infinity of straight lines giving the impression of none.

2010-11-12T22:38:00.002+01:00

Life is an interview.

2010-09-01T23:04:00.000+01:00

2010-09-01T22:56:00.005+01:00

Hold your breath while working. Breathe deliberately at rest.

2010-08-23T17:32:00.005+01:00

Choose your friends by how you act amongst them.

2010-07-02T23:21:00.001+01:00

The problem with the truth is that everyone's idea of a lie is different.

2010-06-24T02:02:00.005+01:00

To die in Wales would be a bit inauspicious, but I'm o.k. with that.
In fact, the problem with dying is that the whole act of it is quite inauspicious. We die, things go on. Shame.

2010-06-11T19:41:00.006+01:00

If you work truthfully, feed yourself well, 'get plenty rest' and drink plenty of water you won't really have much time left over to do the things that damage you. Unless of course you do them in your sleep.

2010-06-11T19:41:00.005+01:00

A lawn or a woman. You won't have time for both.

2010-06-11T16:45:00.000+01:00

I do everything with such goddamn ceremony that I think I need a therapist.

2010-06-10T21:06:00.002+01:00

A lawn is a living creature that never stops begging.

2010-06-01T22:01:00.003+01:00

What I remember is,.....one of the things I loved about 'The Myth of Sisyphus' is that Camus tried to lose most of his readers in the first one hundred pages.

2010-06-01T20:56:00.005+01:00

One thing I noticed when I was young....it didn't bother me to come in second.
Not that it Never bothered me, .................just that generally it didn't.

2010-06-01T20:12:00.002+01:00

I know some American Indians used sage....from the candle shop, Todd learned it and burnt it, wish I had some now ........... I try thyme and chives.

2010-06-01T19:54:00.004+01:00

One of the good things about art is that you can look at it repeatedly and it gives back a different picture every time, like nature; it's different than t.v. Not static.

2010-05-02T21:08:00.002+01:00

I wish we could communicate telepathically. Writing, e-mailing is cumbersome.
I hope, believe, that most of our communication is telepathic- You know what i mean.

2010-03-31T05:51:00.006+01:00

Being accomplished at something means good things happen by accident.

2010-01-26T02:11:00.016+01:00

Bacon's eyes expected his ancient heroes to exist around him and he searched for them in his present.
Bacon was not so disturbed by the suicides of Lacy or Dyer as he appeared to be in public.
Or represented in paint.
He was flattered by them, mostly.
Bacon was never impressed with money; suicide on his behalf was a much grander and theatrical accolade.

2010-01-26T01:56:00.002+01:00

God, I get furious with 'old masters' when they act stupid.

2010-01-26T01:38:00.002+01:00

There has not been an artist who ever lived who has not admired themselves at least from the elbow down.

2010-01-26T01:00:00.001+01:00

Painting is too dirty and too hard; doesn't cut quick enough.

tyler fenn musings

Human beings will consume one hundred million barrels of oil worldwide, yesterday- and another today. We are oil eating creatures, currently. This is not sustainable- there are options; and to be honest, petroleum doesn't taste that good.

A lot of our energy goes into cooling the chips inside your phone, laptop, desktop. Hear the little fan? how many billions of computer chips are currently requiring cooling? Think heating is an issue?Computer makers biggest challenge has always been keeping chips cool.Billions of little fans.

Côte-d'Or

This is the place. It was told to me in a dream.

A lot of our energy goes into cooling the chips inside your phone, laptop, desktop. Hear the little fan? how many billions of computer chips are currently requiring cooling? Think heating is an issue?
Computer makers biggest challenge has always been keeping chips cool.
Billions of little fans.